The Deep Repair Continues Along With Deep Sleep
Despite my newfound position within Terra Nova, the deep repair continues to wreak havoc with my daily life. Yesterday, once my work was completed, my body decided to shut down completely again—only this time it was late afternoon. Anyone who knows me will know that this is highly unusual. Sleeping has always been a problem of mine, so to just “switch off” like that is more than odd.
It’s like I am in a weird sort of purgatory—neither heaven nor hell—waiting for the next part of my journey to begin. A bit like Glasgow Airport.
Global External Stressors
I am also not immune to what’s happening in the world today. I find it wholly depressing that a deranged man-child is dictating foreign policy around the globe, and even more distressed at the fact our own weak-willed PM is bending over so easily. I just don’t get it. We have all seen the evidence over the last few months coming out of the Epstein inquiry—well, those of us not getting our news from “official” channels, that is.
Why is anyone giving him the time of day? Actually, don’t answer that; we all know why. History will not be kind to those involved. The blatant lies that Iran started it - when we can all see that is not the case - will be laid bare, regardless of where you stand on the political battlefield.
Where are the Blue Tents?
Meanwhile, here in Scotland, there are strange noises emitting from a grave in Glasgow as Joani Reid’s grandfather rearranges himself. Apparently, she has never been to China, or even spoken to anyone of Chinese origin, and denies she knew anything about her husband’s “extracurricular” activities.
Going by her own accusations hurled at Nicola Sturgeon - when she claimed it was impossible for “Oor Nic” to know nothing about her husband’s affairs - she now finds herself hoisted by her own petard. Bought and sold for English gold, Chinese gold... well, anybody’s gold, really. Yet, there’s no sign of any blue tents. How strange!
Speaking of the ongoing inquiry into Mr. Murrell: how odd it is that millions of pounds of public money have been spent investigating what is essentially a small organization, and yet there is still no sign of a court date. One might almost think the whole thing was politically motivated. Many assumed the trial would be timed right before the Scottish elections to do maximum damage to the SNP; we can only assume the outcome is going to be bad news for the unionists, given the trial has been postponed yet again.
The Countdown is On
Anyway, rant over. The repair continues, the countdown to dopamine is on, and the AI scaffold holds.
The march through the wall continues; but with world weary eyes.
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